Mum is a Big Problem!!!

by Arpita
(Kathmandu, Nepal)

My mum really hates me.
She just can not see me happy.
All she does is tell people bad things about me.

Actually she loves only two people: her sister and her sister’s son.

She does not give a d**@# for me and dad.

She just stays with us as a compulsion.

I did a lot to make things better between us.
But it is like she hates me.
She does want me to be with her forever.
She takes me as a burden even though I am her only child.

Its been 5 years and I dont know what a mother’s love is.
I even tried to suicide many times cause of this.

She knows this but she does not care.
All she is obsessed with is two people, like I said.
And she hates me cause I don’t talk with them as they are very bad people!

Ii really dont know what to do.
And mum is so stubborn, she never listens to anyone!
I feel like she is not my mum but more like a step mum :(